“The pain you
feel today is the strength you feel tomorrow.
For every challenge encountered there is
opportunity for growth.” -Unknown
About me...as a
child I danced in a African mission field,
climbing through my own inner world of
mountains, stars and secret jungles only
existent in my thoughts.
I believed in
God, in saving insects from webs and in ALWAYS
dancing in the downpour when the rain began to
As an awkward
teenager I pushed myself forward through endless
confusing high school halls, paused with
loneliness and drifted away to paradises in my
head only I could see...dreaming that one day I
would survive the cruel world and teach it to be
my best friend.
Time passed by
and still onward I walked, my faith growing and
withering with the passing of life's endless
tides about me.
Religion broke me
within its clutches along the way, crumpling me
for what felt like eternity to come within my
hidden cage until finally I filled with boldness
and broke the latch to fly free.
however, was a delusion...a mirage in a desert
land. Where I thought my flight from
religion was bringing me to earthly paradise and
freedom, I ended up coughing up the dry dust of
What Lies May Come
for years, for miles of life, my twenties a blur
of rope play pulling hard on religion in efforts
to drag what I deemed to be its lies into
A cynical spirit
was growing in me; I sneered at the
ridiculousness of Biblical truth...I laughed at
the closed minded plights of the Christian world
I had once been rooted within.
I was agnostic to
the core, wrapped in philosophical arguments and
propaganda induced "truth".
hours...days...months of my life soaking in
popular shows, talk shows and secular
perspective, the media had sufficiently soaked
my mind in christian mockery.
I felt sad, deep
down, like a real girl reversing into a mannikin
state. I had no hope other than death to
come...my life empty of purpose.
Two Days Past...
It was two days
I sat down with
my laptop for a mini marathon of "Ghost
Adventures", my epic crush on Zak Bagans fueling
my way as I caught up on my favorite show of the
Now, I've watched
this show for years and I've always been drawn
to this type of genre; but this particular
episode shook me for some reason.
It dealt with a
demonized house; as I watched, something in me
began to wake up to the truth of the darkness
that exists in our world.
It's funny how
you can take in hints of these things for so
long...but your vision is simply
distorted...your ears almost buffered with
distracting noise so you can't hear what's
really going on.
Like a massive
bell going off in my head, I realized that night
that if there is such evil in this world all
targeted in particular at tarnishing the
writings and teachings of Jesus Christ, than
there must be something real to the one named
Jesus, the Son of God.
Cracking the Final Code - The Illuminati
You've no doubt
heard, watched and observed the blatant
influence of the Illuminati in our world,
particularly through our media.
I don't care to
give it much attention here as it gives itself
enough attention in practically everything
airing on television...from Family Guy, to the
MTV music awards...even the Superbowl halftime
(look it up).
It doesn't take a
prodigy to realize that their symbolism is the
blatant opposite of Christianity. Jesus
Christ is mocked often through the symbolic use
of upside down crosses and Satanic placed
dominance over the Holy Trinity (The Father,
Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost).
Illuminati stuff is often presented as the Age
of Enlightenment. It is presented as
technological progress...open mindedness and
universal acceptance between all mankind.
In reality, it is built completely on mind
control, callused thinking, indifference,
controlled freedom and human sacrifice.
For proof of
these things, all you have to do is browse
YouTube. I recommend looking up a channel
called: The Vigilant Christian. This guy
does an incredible job laying all of this stuff
out in detail. (I will put one of his
video links below)
If you are in
that place where you have been taught that
Christianity is evil, closed minded and false, I
To discover the
truth for yourself, let yourself really examine
what is going on in our world through the
I think that this
is one of the most blatant wake up calls one can
Guys, we aren't
stupid. We all know that the bag guy is
always trying to kill the good guy. First
things first, look at the facts about the
Illuminati; secondly, look at what they are
always targeting to tear down.
I'd be happy to
share any of my journey with you or talk with
you at any time.